What the Hell is Chemistry?

Chemistry in science literature means chemical reaction between atom and particle or some kind like that. All chemical reactions can be placed into one of six categories : Combustion, Synthesis, Decomposition, Single displacement, Double displacement, and Acid-base.

C10H8 + 12 O2 ---> 10 CO2 + 4 H2O
Mg + 2 H2O ---> Mg(OH)2 + H2
Pb(NO3)2 + 2 KI ---> PbI2 + 2 KNO3
HBr + NaOH ---> NaBr + H2O

Yeah what so ever..So why do we need to think about that kind of thing?

Recently, a friend of mine ask me how to make a chemistry. I insteadly reply, "You better take a chemical class or lessons, perhaps,"

In this decade, life problems began evolving into something *hmm let say* blurry. So abstract. I barely understand, what do others have in their mind today. What are they really lookin for?

Life's problem changed into something that really really complicated. In some case, that guy, that friend of mine, he obviously have a crush *or maybe already falling in deeply* with a girl who's also friend of mine.

Within his implicit expression to her, i'm guessing in, eventhough he'd try enough, fight enough, or anything to pleased her, i guess he never met kinda of reaction that he expect for from her. Gosh it hurts so..

But in the other side, she who's also friend of mine told me, though she loved to be treat special like that, she said she didn't feel any connection or some kind of chemical reaction between them.

"I really like for what he did to me. He treats me exactly just like i've been dreamin' for. But i really dunno why i still feel that we don't have any chemistry," she said to me last nite.

So what's wrong with that? What's up with the chemistry?

I really don't get it. So many times we got what we've been lookin' for. Or maybe what we've been dreamin' for. But why we have to let it go for something that uncertain?

Obsessions?

Man live in their three stage of life. Past, present, and the future. Some people *still* live in their past, some people *finally realize* to live for their future. And some do either, in their present.

Yes, a memory that live in past can't be easily wiped out from our mind. But the point is, what do you really want? Stop thinkin or acting like you care 'bout the others. What do you really want?

Perhaps, a failure in makin out a relationship in the past, would bring you to somekind of obessions. Whether it's worth enough to fight for or none of it. Yup, curiousity to conquer out our failure in past would bring us to some obsessions.

That's it. Case close. Now i know, why bad boys always surrounded by so many women. There's obsession and curiousity to conquer that filthy bloody boys.

Hehehe...i know, been there, done that :p

Ask Yourself

I know, it's easy to say. Talk is cheap. I understand that we can't just walk away or runaway from our past. But believe me, we're livin in present. Don't let our past haunt or future. C'mon, we're facing the future now.

Late at nite, ask yourself, describe your will. What do you want? What do you want? What do you want? Ask it frequently until *finally* you got the answer.

"I know what i want, and i know what i've got to do!" Ask it over and over again. Do it until *finally* you 'wake up'. Convince it, keep that faith.

There's always an eternal sunshine for the spotless mind.